Wednesday, January 30, 2008

hi all! I updated at http://uniqueunity.blogspot.com. maybe you should check it out there rather than coming here and seeing nothing. haha ciao man

Monday, January 21, 2008

You'll still be the one

When the years are showing on my face
And my strongest days are gone
When my heart and flesh departs this place
From the life that sung your song
You'll still be the one I want

You'll always still be the one I want

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Tagged!

Yo! Hello everyone! I just got tagged by Ms Cyndy and Ms Jason Lee. I apparently got the same tag from both of them. So here it is now:

8 Random Facts about myself (how come it feels like I've done this before):
  • I love cooking. I'm not that good at it but I love just staying home and cook. Maybe I am a housewife kind of girl! HaHa
  • I love God. Haha, thats not random, thats a fact.
  • I love observing people. Especially in the train! You see all kinds of people! Some a little strange, some superbly interesting... some sing to themselves.... I'll tell you the story if you ask me personally!
  • I don't like ironing....
  • I like to sniff my cow... hehe
  • There are times when I just like spending time alone, and I'll just think. Think about life, think about the future, make dreams!
  • I love to doodle!
  • I can be a little bit of a perfectionist sometimes! Hehe.. hard to believe. I know
Maybe I can go beyond 8. This is a must mention
  • I love watching Totally Spies and Martin Mysteries more than any other movie! Muahahaha. I can show you a totally spies picture of myself.... It's like one of the episode when they got geekonised. hehe

Let me introduce to you this other partner of mine. Her name is Maricel. Did I mention that she's a great dancer? Haha...

I had lots of fun with the gang during NYE. It was the first time I was out so late with them! At 2 am taking pictures at NBT!

This is us dancing. Grooving babeh!
The Dancers.

Left to right: Diana, Maricel, Angel, Von, Me, Wan Shing, Ling, Bernard, and Ceaser Salad

There are more pictures that I want to upload but... I lost my cable. Haha... oh Dear!

Anyway! Ignite is up next weekend! Not only can I not wait to see the crazy bunch but I'm excited to know what My Daddy has in store. Muahaha...

So hey! I better get going. Semester started. It's not going to be easy, but it ain't stopping this girl from achieving big goals! Yea! Ciao!

Sunday, January 06, 2008

radical life

There are so many things that are continually being filled into my heart every single day of my life. Every choice that I will make, I begin to see the outcome, may it be fear or may it be out of faith... So many times I contemplate sharing my heart because I wouldn't know what others would say. Many times I take a step back in being proud of what I love because, simply because, it feels that not many really wants to hear me... but I'm reminded today, that some people do want to hear; not my voice but really God's voice.

I've been in Singapore for the past 6 months or so and it has been so fulfilling. I feel like I'm in Bible School but I'm not! Coming here has helped me realised that God will not remove all my problems, but He gives me the power to overcome through Christ Jesus. Coming here has taught me to love God, and love people fervently. Here, God showed me His heart.

I just had a chat with Derek just now. It's his birthday! Happy birthday Derek! But it was so fruitful talking to him and I am always amazed at how God was beginning to use the people in Brunei in a normal youth group. We don't talk so much about it.. sometimes we really just don't have to talk about it. Our lives became our amplifier. (Good sentence huh!) Going back to Brunei opened up my eyes to continue to be humble, to continue to love people more, to continue to have a big heart no matter where I go and what I've achieved in life. Leaving Brunei leaves me with one promise, that God has Brunei in His hands. Hanging out with Jeremy and Ling and the rest of the leaders were amazing. I'm learning so much from them and they're becoming my inspiration.

Leaving Brunei reminded me how God has really brought me so far. I can never appreciate it or be grateful enough for what He's done through me and in me... a transformed and changed life... not renovated life. The people that I've met, the people that I've built friendships with, the people that I've chosen to trust; I can only really Praise God for people that are willing to give the best years of their lives.

This is the new year and we always think about our resolutions. Mine is really simple. There could be more but most importantly.. I want to be radical. I want to love in a God level. I want to be a leader... not with a title but with a purpose and with a focus to please God and serve man. I don't want to be better, I want to be who I am made to be. I don't want to be nominal, indifferent...

therefore there's only one desire of mine... to always be radical for You...

I love You,
My heart is for You,
My desire is Yours,
Radical always,
Burning brightly,
For You alone..
My heart will ever sing,
For You alone.


No Longer I,











but Christ that lives in me...

Thursday, January 03, 2008

decent blog

A decent blog is coming right up... right after

-i clean my room finish
- i listen to all the sermons
- i do my studying
-im free from a lot of other stuff
- when i find the free time to do so

i think the answer is in a really long time. but i've got so much to say!!! hehe maybe some other time. sorry to keep you waiting to read something!